I believe... When you are not with me there are no stars in the sky.
I believe... The way back to you will feel a little far.
I'll carry all those memories deep inside me.
I'll feel pain, it'll make tears fall.
When I won't cry you will leave me
With no change and no tears.
Someday again the tears will come around
You know it
I'll believe that you are waiting.
I do it for you.
I believe... It'll hurt me to see, you can't cry.
I believe... My tears will fall, you should turn back to me again.
Again I'll glimpse you come into my sight
And it'll make my tears fall.
When I won't cry you will leave me
With no change and no tears.
Someday again the tears will come around
You know it
I'll believe that you are waiting.
I do it for you.
Before I knew you, the world was dazzling.
From that sky I got left with tears.
I will care for that person.
You are the only reason...
To me the wait gives me enough happiness.
Love is the only reason...
As days pass by,
If you forget the way, I'll be waiting
I do it for you.
I do it for you.

I've sick like mad..walking like a zombie in da office 2day.  I dun feel like working, I feel like sleeping; wana hug my pillow; wana listen to sentimental songs, wana daydream of tomorrow, wana drink iceblended even though I cant cos I'm blewing off my nose till I tot it mite come off anytime...soon..soon... hehehe...
I feel like running away and play with KIDS...real kids...those without worries and fear..once fallen down, cried, stand up and run away again happily. I wana sing my heart out...dun listen to me sing..u will faint hehe...(p/s even I'm in choir team last time....erm..tat was primary school???...keke).....still...dun listen to me sing......haha...
I wana be pampered like how my x-hsmates pampered me last time...like how my x-roomie n others hsmates play, running up and down, go jogging, go strolling in the playground with kids around and talking about future, 'bout gege-boyboy relationship, 'bout wat 2eat for dinner (even tats da most sien topic on earth), 'bout how fast we'll be grannies soon haha....tats sweet life..no worries...........tats wat I wan it to be now...
I wan ppl call me Lyn Lyn...so I feel U R CLOSE 2 ME.......
Too dreamie? Yeah... I AM....

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

CREDITS to Michael Buble

~This doubt is whispering softly in my face,
As I gazed upon the emptiness out there,
I knew there are still days to come,
I'm still waiting silently...
Without melodies that gives me sweet dreams,
I will still be the 'old' me,
What I know to be real,
Is still far away,
and maybe I just might,
Unwilling let go and walk past it,
Smile Lyn, smile...
All you need is to smile,
Smile can cure your inner emptiness,
I got nothing left to hide,
I cannot pretend
when everything makes sense
but does it really matter now
Cos I knew I will neva let go
LOVE and LIVE LIFE happily~ 

Da time will come

Da ONE will come

I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening

this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream

would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
don't be surprised if I collapse
down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening, yeah

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream

Life is like pages of memories,
As we flipped past each second,
We are drifting in da sea of happiness and despair,
 Every moment gives us new breath of desires,
Drives us into somewhere,
Where our heart will tell us, it's time,
Time to awaken ourselves,
Seek for our enchanting dreams in life.

   It felt as it was yesterday that I met all my new frens...I've added more ppl into my list of frens...I believe being a cheerful person has bring me into a new level of life...been tat since my uni life. Guess it's what I love best rite now is to cherish wateva I've...

CHEERS!

   I'm a bit confused now...where am I heading now? No direction at all...I felt like drifting in the deep blue sea..looking for a source of light from above....Aimless? Yes...very.....aimless. Although staying at home make me feel like a long vacation, but it is endless? Does it has a point for me to stop and turn to new direction? I don't know. Last time, my x-colleague told me.."Don't worry, when the time comes, you will leave the company"...then again " Don't worry, when the time comes, you will find the job you desires".......yeah,what's the job that I really desire?

   Frankly speaking, I don't know. I love to do something that concerns welfare of people..esp children. But where to begin with? Where to go? Where? I can't think of any solutions now....Time will tell? Maybe....The funniest thing is that I knew the market of jobs very well...only those in the business world....not related with what I want...

   The previous day, my sib asked me whether I want to continue masters or not. This question fell hard on me...It reminds me that my aim to study bio was to be a lecturer...then..what happened along the way? I saw seniors failed dued to financial problem, lecturer lacked of funding and the boredom to deal with machines everyday...No life in it? Maybe..that's what I saw....From there, I realized that I can't work with something that does not has any feedback, cos it will only bored me to death! hehe...